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I’m having a great time over here. In a short while, I have a mini family over here. Eventhough we’ve just met, but we all feel like we’ve known each other for a very long time.

All the girls share the master bedroom and we’re all happy and giggly. Theres also the fun guys. They take care of us girls. Lol.

At first, everyone knew I was home sick. Lol. Now, I don’t think I wanna leave. I keep thinking about the day that I will leave. I’m used to the way things are here.. No heater, no car, no pc…….. I do my own laundry, clean my own stuff. Me, all by myself. Hard to imagine right? I even wash the bathroom. Haha. I met so many people and I’m gonna miss them. Its already been 17 days I’m here and I’m enjoying to the max.

I do miss my family and friends.. but I love it here…

My mum will be so proud of me~~ Hahahahaha.

I hav sisters n brothers over here.. lol, bervie, ur included in my sister list~~ hahahahaha….

Anywayz, i gtg now…. ill be back soooooon.. lol.. muaxxx guys!

Today is exactly a week that I’m in Kota Kinabalu. Life here is great. Eventhough many of you already would have received pictures from me, its different while you’re here.

I may have sent pictures saying that the place I live in is empty, and I have to bathe cold water everyday, I sleep on a matress without a bedsheet and for the first night, I slept with a rock hard pillow, I have to wake up early because the van only comes at certain hours.

That was all before everyone became my family. Now, everyone helps each other out. Always together gether!

I stay in the house with the girls and the managers. So, Melissa (mummy), Jen, Zane and I share the master bedroom. We had a new addition to the room about 2 days back. Nasuha ( I have no idea how to spell her name ).

Melissa and Jen are working in Warisan, Zane and I are working in Centre point. Business over here is crazy! Its super busy.

The managers who I share a house with are Jazil ( downstairs ) , Raja ( the room beside the girls room and Ben and Mohin who share a room. Mohin is the store manager for Warisan square and Ben is the A.M.

The guys live like 4 houses away. There aren’t many of them. And they are all crazy as hell~!

I usually hang out with Melissa, Jen, Zane, Kevin, Bervie and Jazil. Lol. Since we don’t have a tv in either house, we stay out till 11 if we all finish work early.

Wanna know the crazy part? Well, I may have roomies, but I hardly see them. Its because, Warisan closes at 1am-ish and by the time they gte home, its about 2am. ( Yes, I forgot to mention that I live in Kiansom Country Heights, which is about 30 minutes from town. I’d have to pass through Likas and Inanam.)

I’m usually doing opening or middle which means I have to follow the 9am van out of the place. Yikes~!

There is a gym and a swimming pool which most of us use at night, I mean in the wee hours of the morning. Haha!

There was even a night where we all just sat and told ghost stories till 4 in the morning. That was great. I dun feel like going back now. I’m homesick but the people here are great. Hehe.

I gotta go already. Have to pack up. Will continue soon…….. Missing you all… Especially 5 special someones… hehe… my penternak… my fellow ternakans and someone someone ~~~ muaxxx! U know who la duhh!

Lalalala.. Someone is blogging! Haha. Amazing isn’t it. Okay, eventhough there is a high possibility that the person was talking about what I blog, oh well. I will get the person back. Muahahahaha!

Today, I would like to talk about wonderful people in my life. Have you ever stopped to realize how many wonderful people you have around you?

Everytime I feel down, I always have wonderful people around me to cheer me up. Instead of thinking how crappy things are, I think of how great it is that I have people around me who care.

As everyone already knows, I’ll be leaving for KK tomorrow and before 2pm, I was a nervous wreck! I was alright yesterday, I was out with Regi and later on, Yeen and Yan came to see me and I had a really long talk with Peter and I went to bed calm. [ see, I have wonderful people keeping me sane ] This morning, I woke up and I was crazy all over again, but I went for lunch with Ulrica and I felt so much better. She gave me a cross to give me luck and make me calmer.

Now I feel alright all over again, I’m keeping myself calm thinking of what Sandra, Yeen, Yan, Regi, Peter and Ulrica said.

Come to think of it, everything something happens to me, I have wonderful bffz around me. Ying, Kev, Viv and Steve is always there checking on me, making sure I don’t do anything crazy.

Don’t worry guys, I will be fine. I may seem timid but I can do things on my own. I have to at least try right? One step at a time.

I love you all alot. You guys mean so much to me. I believe that God sends us guardian angels in forms of friends. ^_^

I thought today would be really crappy but it turned out pretty well actually. I mean, this morning was a little crappy.In the evening, I read my book while having a cup of tea and it was raining. It felt great. After that, Yeen and Yan came and we were all sitting and laughing and Peter came and joined us. After that Diana came, so it was all nice.

I had dinner with Peter and it was nice. He took me to a nice Japanese place. We spoke about many things. Crazy things. Enlightening topics. Lol. Not forgeting the " H " word ( height ). Aihh. Crazy guy.! =p

Life isn’t as bad as I seem to think. Lol, realize how I always tend to look at the darker side of things? Haha, I never noticed the toll it was taking on me. Life isn’t all that bad. Even if I seem to think that if I expect the unexpected, I’d be less disappointed, it makes me think too much and I get crazy. So I will live one day at a time. ^_^

Today is the day I realise that people do not deserve the benefit of the doubt. There some pretty evil people out there. Those who go around purposely hurting people around them not taking into account what the effects of their stupid actions are.

How is it, everytime I find something that belongs to someone else, I always return it but when I lose or misplace or left something, no one has ever returned it to me?

Its a pretty horrid thing to want to always see the good things in others but the evil in others always shows. I hate to be mean or even do mean things.

How is it, I don’t go around bitching and backstabbing and talking shit when others do, and I am blamed in the end?

How is it, I help people out but I’m always blamed for helping people out. It doesn’t make sense does it, this is why the world is filled with shitty people.

Okay, I’m not saying everyone is born insane, I’m just simply saying that, most of the people I know are born insane. I mean, some are so stupid, yes, STUPID that they just can’t tell whats good or bad.

The only "bad" thing I do that would have a good effect would be speaking my mind. Its not a bad thing because, lets say, your bestfriend is going out with a total nut job, wouldn’t you at least advice your friend about it? Making it clear that it is still their last say and you are merely a friend whose words are trying to help? At least if anything happens in the end, you would be glad that you told them and saved them from worse situations.