I am
There are so many things which I want to share but most are too personal to type. If you knew what I was going through, you would understand. I am now left in the dark.
I am alone. Which ever decisions I make, I face it alone. I live for no one but myself. I used to think I lived for someone else. Perhaps it was someone in my distant past. Or my distant future. I have no idea. I do not know at all.
Truth is, I don’t even know what I’m doing now. I feel its right but at times, I feel its wrong and I should have not done it. Sigh.
Why are all my decisions mostly wrong? I dont know. I dont know at all. I do know one thing, I am who I am,even if you dont like who I am, all you’re gonna get is, who I am.
May 7th, 2007 at 7:35 am
The Psych ward is still waiting for you to admit ya self !!!!
May 9th, 2007 at 2:10 am
Normally my blog’s where I type all my personal feelings and daily sufferings… but then, like I wrote at the side of my blog, it’s my daily life and readers are not to judge but to understand that every individual is different.
Sometimes, writing it down is better than sharing it with your close buddies… less complications. 