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" I’m looking for someone who is willing to spend some time with me. To share not only the wonderful moments in my life, but the sad and painful moments as well. If you are willing to do so for me, I will promise to do the same."

Beautiful isn’t it? I guess everyone is looking for that special someone to share moments in life with. Wonderful moments such is cuddling in the rain after a fight, when all that is needed is love and understanding. Sad moments shared when things do not go as planned or even painful moments when people are lost.

I wish I could have more wonderful moments. The most recent wonderful moments in my life would be getting high in Tioman. I have not uploaded the drinking session pictures yet. Lol. It was really nice. No one ended up getting sick and stuff so it was the nicest drinking session ever~!

Another moment would be walking around with my mum in Phuket shopping. Nice~!

Other than that, there are not many highlights in my life. I mean, I often feel alone and empty because according to Yeen, I think wayyyy toooo muchhhhh! Which I think is wrong. I mean, everyone spends a considerable time thinking of things in their life everyday right? So yea, I’m still normal. Lol. Umm, yea. I tend to over think situations and I always in every situation, expect for the worse.

" If I expect the worse, I will be less disappointed. " <– True isn’t it?!

My close friend told me a few weeks back that he is leaving next year to travel. He won’t be coming back for a long while. I was quite upset at first actually, I was being selfish. All I thought about was who was I going to confide in when I was sad, who would be the one to hang out with and just talk nonsense and have a nice time and who would always be there for me no matter what. After thinking it through, I feel that him leaving, is actually a good thing. It will get me on my feet again. I tend to depend on others too much lately I guess. Its all good now. I can deal with things on my own. ^_^

I really need my own space right now. I don’t know why. I just need to rethink my whole life and which direction its going. I’m really hoping its not going downhill. Haha.

" When I’m faced with a challenge, God will provide."

Thank you God for providing me with help everytime I reached a dead end. ^_^

Right now, I need to focus on my new job and have fun with my life. Lol. Life is, after all, short. ^_^

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